Tuesday, August 18, 2009

PSS.

I had an MRI this week for my stupid back. If only I could rewind time and not pick up that ridiculous yoga mat...well, if we are rewinding time here, I think I would go much farther back from that, but that's another post, another thought, another dream.

This post is about medication. Man alive, why didn't they prescibe me some of the stuff they gave me to calm me during the MRI before... when I was closing the casket on my husband's beautiful face or walking into a church for my husband's memorial, or picking out caskets and memorial stones?!! I mean, for real!! I was giggling and making jokes during the MRI (usually I faint). It was actually relaxing! Would have been nice, right?

2 comments:

abandonedsouls said...

i smiled reading this one. yes, meds would have been nice. a quiet fog to walk through those days in. for me, i would have liked to have taken something the night my daughter and i drove out heading south, away from the ocean, away from all that was familiar and suddenly so lonely.

and in case you missed it on the other two posts, i sent you a photo of your finished pillow and an odd little friend. my gifts to you.

Brittany said...

Seriously!!!
Me too!

Although, thank goodness for the foggy numbness that eventually settled over me.

Praying you feel stronger soon.
*Bend from the knees!* :)